END OF SEMESTER - RECAP

phew..wat a long long semester. learned alot of new things, some the hard way.

the blog has been unupdated throughout this semester, probably because im too lazy, and at any given time, im either devoted to academical stuffs or smacking away at the tennis court.

since thats the only two things im okay at doing..

im going home, back to my rightful place in malacca tmr. somehow, i feel that theres alot of things which i havent do here, in sabah. my studies have deteriorated severely, but my tennis improved drastically.(what should i feel about this huh?)

so what is it lah which i havent do here?

past 3 semesters, at this time, time to go home, i have always felt satisfied. like i've done my duties (as a student). this sem, this one sem, i feel like i could have done better. don't feel that hustle. don't feel that brain exhaustion. don't feel like i gave it my best shot. FEELS like i've given up on my studies. feels like i'm second guessing myself as a chemical engineering student. feels like Federer who lost to Nadal. feels like i'm not good enough for my dream job at the oil rig. all because i was given a few tough subjects. feels like shit.

thoughts going through my head now:

-im gonna see my dearest girlfriend in 48 hours!!!! after 3 long months..

-my thermodynamics is 47 ( C-) not fail. should retake next semester? or not?

-why, why the hell is it that when i play tennis theres only two things on my head 

(keep the ball in.keep the ball in. annnndddddd KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL) ,  

but when im on the study table, theres like two hundred things in my head?

-

my Aerogel 300

- string my racket ( coz it went like piiiiinnnggg*string breaks*when i hit my backhand)

- tommorow im flying MAS airlines for the first time!

-je pense que mon examination francais aujourd'hui est tres horrible

 (i think my french exam today was horrible)

-mais, de tout facon, c'etait un bon essayer

 ( but it was a good try anyways )

- merde.

 (shit)

-ouch..the pimples on my face really hurts

-this Espresso Brownie is really good..mmm. ( at starbucks now )

- will people actually read this? haha..

pheewww...feels so much better.

alrighttttt.lets go home ray. MALACCA bayybaayyyyyy!

PEACE