My Birthday Gifts!

hmm lets see lets see..these are the gifts i get from everyone.

firstoff theres Kiko the dolphin from my beloved girlfriend. this baby is made of spandex material, and is filled with beanies. of allll the soft toys made in this world, this is the kind i love most, because its so squishy! and then theres the Starbucks mug, also from my girlfriend because she knows how much i love coffee. !!!this also means 2 ringgit off all my beverages at starbucks!!! thx baby...

up next, there is the 212 Sexy Man cologne (Carolina Herrera) from my dear friends Sally, mama Bel, Crystal, Esther, Marina the excited child, Razin, Boon Kuok, and Seelan. this bottle really lives up to its name. i spray it once and i feel alot sexier already haha. the scent is amazing, the bottle engineering is also nice because it has a magnetized cap which goes "ploop" every time you put it back on. love it.

and these are what i bought for myself using the cash my parents gave me. i bought my dream racket, the Prince EXO3 graphite 100, and a Dunlop tennis backpack. some may say, "eh harlow, got one racket not enuff?" i say, yea it is enuff..but i want to up my game. it doesn't make me play better or anything, but it is more demanding. this is a players frame, therefore it trains me to execute every shot properly, ie i must put in extra effort if i want to see the ball fly the way i want it to fly. it is quite pricey lah, but i do like 10-12 hours of court time every week in Sabah so it will be worth it. LOOOVVVEE it so far.

and last but not least, my girlfriend made me a custom birthday card. these are the little things that she does for me that i will always appreciate. you can always buy a top-of-the-line 20 bucks birthday card, but then again anyone can buy it for anyone, anytime. it takes, time, effort and love to actually sit down, and craft your own card. up till today, my baby made me like 15 of these cards for various occasions. annnnd i absolutely love it.

*added 15th DEC*

sorry i forgot, the biggest and most precious gift of all i got every birthday is of course the wishes and blessings from everyone. items are surely fun, but take that away and when all else fails, all you have are the people who still acknowledges you.

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To be 21

since this is probably my private space now, i can rant myself out of boredom(ssss).

what does it feels like to be 21? i remember clearly the werewolf from twilight said “heh..age is just a number baby!”*while lifting the dirtbike from the truck*. well age is not just a number to me. i have thrown myself into an environment where nearly everyone is elder than me.(so please don’t get offended is i end up calling you abang or kakak, it’s just me) all my life, i have been trying to gain their respect, to find a place for myself amongst the more experienced. my companions surely made it easy for me, i blend right in. when being desperate for acceptance, one can succumb to doing all sorts of shitty things. thank god almighty, i didn’t drift that far. my elder friends did set good models for me to follow, and i sincerely thank all my friends for that.(don’t expect me to thank them face to face lah..that’s just embarrassing.)  apart from my dirt old complexion and my humongous obese body, i think i have nurtured my mind to be like those i mixed with. the way i see it, i am technically a year older haha..

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END OF SEMESTER - RECAP

phew..wat a long long semester. learned alot of new things, some the hard way.

the blog has been unupdated throughout this semester, probably because im too lazy, and at any given time, im either devoted to academical stuffs or smacking away at the tennis court.

since thats the only two things im okay at doing..

im going home, back to my rightful place in malacca tmr. somehow, i feel that theres alot of things which i havent do here, in sabah. my studies have deteriorated severely, but my tennis improved drastically.(what should i feel about this huh?)

so what is it lah which i havent do here?

past 3 semesters, at this time, time to go home, i have always felt satisfied. like i've done my duties (as a student). this sem, this one sem, i feel like i could have done better. don't feel that hustle. don't feel that brain exhaustion. don't feel like i gave it my best shot. FEELS like i've given up on my studies. feels like i'm second guessing myself as a chemical engineering student. feels like Federer who lost to Nadal. feels like i'm not good enough for my dream job at the oil rig. all because i was given a few tough subjects. feels like shit.

thoughts going through my head now:

-im gonna see my dearest girlfriend in 48 hours!!!! after 3 long months..

-my thermodynamics is 47 ( C-) not fail. should retake next semester? or not?

-why, why the hell is it that when i play tennis theres only two things on my head 

(keep the ball in.keep the ball in. annnndddddd KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL) ,  

but when im on the study table, theres like two hundred things in my head?

-

my Aerogel 300

- string my racket ( coz it went like piiiiinnnggg*string breaks*when i hit my backhand)

- tommorow im flying MAS airlines for the first time!

-je pense que mon examination francais aujourd'hui est tres horrible

 (i think my french exam today was horrible)

-mais, de tout facon, c'etait un bon essayer

 ( but it was a good try anyways )

- merde.

 (shit)

-ouch..the pimples on my face really hurts

-this Espresso Brownie is really good..mmm. ( at starbucks now )

- will people actually read this? haha..

pheewww...feels so much better.

alrighttttt.lets go home ray. MALACCA bayybaayyyyyy!

PEACE

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